After the Show

 

There is a corpse beneath my skin,

the cadaver of a character I played. 

I feel necrosis setting in

as the different pieces of the part break down:

the bones composed of motives, actions, goals,

left to fratricidal osteoblasts;

the muscles give in to inertial arrest;

and my painted Janus face stripped away by wash.

 

I would save you if I could.

You only lived while others watched.